feelings

Almost 3 weeks had passed since my confinement period..
I already had my dose (or doses? hee cant remember) of mahjong right after confinement..i think i might need some more therapatic mahjong sessions again soon...anyone?

Sometimes i get very easily upset about little things, sometimes i felt that my blood pressure shoooting up all becos of the 2 elder kids. They can actually quarrel over things, anything. I know children do quarrel but Melody wor..she is just 18mths. Tiffy would not share her stuff, and Melody would push or punch her sister and as a result shoutings and fightings do occur on many occasions. When Tiffy shouted, Melody erh shouted back with her baby words! Sometimes i dunno whether to get angry but the scene was very ridiculous that it could made my heart melt.

Natalie is now coming to 7 weeks. She is able to lift up her head on tummy and she could turn her head side to side when i left her to sleep on her tummy. And she smiled at me when i talked to her yesterday! Really smiled, she looked at me and gave me a smile haha how it brightened up my day. I had been busy 'feeding' her, since her latch dont seemed effective, the many sessions of pumping and bottle feeding made my day very occupied.

Melody is as always the cheerful one in the family, she really makes me laugh with all her impossible antics. She can route count to 10 already and i am so proud of her. Recalled the other night, while i was trying to get Tiffy to sleep I was reminding her to close her eyes and get to sleep, guessed what it was Melody who suddenly sat up and answered 'huh'! ahaha so funny. She would demand that i sing songs such as head and shoulder, twinkle twinkle little star, wind the bobbin up and i love you songs for her before her sleep! She would say 'NOOOO' if i sang the wrong song haha.

As for Tiffany, she is the da jie but sometimes behaved like her younger sister. I think i heard so much whines and shouts from her in the one month than her 4 years! *faintz* But she has actually grown up quite a bit, I always hear people telling me that she talks like a 小大人. Yesterday, she told me that she preferred me to work! Why i asked her, and she told me then i wont scold her so much! haha.